My eyes are sore.
Monday, June 29, 2009
Yes, they're very sore...
Sore from crying...
We're over.
I've just let go of the person whom I dearly love. And its hard. Especially if its not because I've fallen out of it. No, I still do. Its just... Complicated.
Too many chances has been given.
I think we need this. I'm
sure we need this. We need to think about things and how they're supposed to be. We need to think apart. We need time.
He hasn't grown up yet. He needs time. And I'm giving that to him. He still wants to live his teenage life because of course, he's still a teenager. I can't blame him.
But I... I'm already past that route. Although I do miss it and wish I could go back. But what's done is done. Don't get me wrong, I have no regrets for she is the most wonderful thing in this world.
I hope you figure things out soon. I hope you'd be able to know what's supposed to be done. If you really mean what you say then I know you can..
Hopefully..
Another attempt?
Friday, June 26, 2009
Here's another attempt to manage a blog.
I doubt that this will last. I can already foresee that this would just be another addition to my 'abandoned blogs' collection. But somehow, I wish for this one to last for many reasons.
I want to record my journey. Journey to where or what? I'm not really sure. I might be able to figure it out in the long run. Hopefully.
I want to be visible. Yes, visible to the online world. I realized just now, that one of the reasons of which I failed to maintain my blogs was because I was afraid... Afraid of what I might say. Afraid of who might read it. And the like. But now I thought, what the heck. If this blog ain't interesting enough, then no one would read it but me. If it is, then I'll live.
I want to write again. I think my vocabulary is lessening (see what I mean? haha) every single day. Being a stay home mom slash entrepreneur doesn't really give me much time to just read, write and relax. I need to sharpen my writing skills once again. Seriously, it has been collecting dust. Haha!
I want to do it for me. Recently, I've been too busy. Busy, busy, busy. I don't have time to think and ponder my thoughts anymore. So maybe this will be my outlet for anything...
And everything.
